

the birthday girl aka my main bitch !!!!πππ’πΈπ»πΉ #happy21st @jess_doitt @ktsunshine8
this guy is listening to loud ass gospel music in the library and one of the workers asked him to turn it down and he said βYOU CANT TURN DOWN JESUSβ

happy birthday to the greatest man on earth!! πππππ #mydad #iloveeyou
and my earlier post about ending it all, while fully how I felt & am still feeling, I would never be able to kill myself. just no. I might do some self destructive shit like pop my pills or end this engagement but I could never do that guys.
I actually adore the feeling of these pain meds. over the years I’ve always dismissed scot when he would complain and lecture me about taking them but all things considered, I guess this isn’t healthy. does anyone know of alternatives. I take them in order to help me fall asleep but it’s the numbing, drowsy, fogged feeling I would need in what’s to replace them.
I’m a mess, completely ready to end it all, I need somebody to talk to or a vacation or something idk